I still don't have much time to get many posts up these days. Well I found out that I didn't get another job. Made it down to the final three and no success. This is beginning to get discouraging. I knew the potential for the layoff months ago and started looking, yet I haven't been able to find anything. You get to thinking that there's something wrong with you. The longer it goes without an offer the more depressing it gets. Then it begins to affect the way you interview, virtually guaranteeing that you don't get an offer. And so the cycle begins.

Hopefully things turn around. The strain that this is putting on my relationship is becoming unbearable. Seems like my whole life is revolving around finding a job. Everything else is getting left aside. The place I'm working at now, won't stop giving me more work to do which takes more time away from my ability to find a job. It wouldn't be so bad if the package they gave me was decent, but it was kinda sad, shameful really. A good package would have made the world of difference. At this point I kind of feel like the company is giving me a good kick, with the steel toed boots, when I'm down. Nice of them to treat me that way.

Well I better wrap this up before I get on a rant and end up depressing myself. I have to try and keep a positive attitude through this all.